There's so much going on in my head right now. I always hate when this happens because then I don't feel like doing anything, not even the stuff that I HAVE TO DO. I just sit around, mope, and don't know what to do with myself. I hate this so much, but I really don't know what else to do. I sound so pathetic when I write it all out, but I know I'm not the only one on this planet that feels this way. Sometimes it just seems like there's too much and I don't even want to attempt to try and do it all because I'm afraid of failure.
Hope everyone is having a better week starting out that I. This is just really crappy. I would vent, but I don't think you would read the whole thing if I wrote my every ache and hurt, because believe me there is a lot. Stress of every day life, and with friends. Friend stress is always the worst, I think, because it hits you a little harder when they do things to themselves and you wish they wouldn't...then you never know what to say, or feel whatever you say isn't good enough or helping. Right now, I'm some what in that position, but also there's what seems to be an extremely complicated situation going on right now and a lot of confusion. So much stupid, so little time to procrastinate every day life.
Today my dad was putting water in the sink filled with dishes and puts dish soap in it...then he walks away. I guess I'm not the only unproductive one today in this house hold. If you've made it this far, thanks and thank you for reading. Hope you all have a good rest of the week and that it is very eventful/ productive and good.
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