So much to do!

I hate it when I have something really important planned the next day and I CAN'T FALL ASLEEP. No matter how hard I try, with music, just reading, anything...I can't do it. There's so much going on in my head, all the possibilities of things constantly floating around in my thoughts. The worst is when you have to get up really early, and you're not a morning person in the first place. That's not a good scenario to be in, but that's me tonight. Tomorrow I will be embarking on a journey to go visit my past and see all the past (but older now) faces and share memories. Graduations are always so nice, but sometimes you don't  quite know what to expect really.

There's this thing that my friends are having too at the same time as the graduation, and I feel pretty torn as to what to go to or miss out on. I wish with all of my heart I could go to both, but if I go to graduation and then get to the other thing late it just wouldn't be worth it. Going away parties, Graduations, proms, everything has been so hectic the past couple of weeks, and in two more weeks something even bigger is going to happen where hundreds of people will get together for a week and just have the time of their life. I'm excited about that, but nervous too because I just want to have a good time, and no drama. That, and school started this week, but that doesn't seem to be like such a burden as all the activities on the next few weekends/ days ahead. Sometimes you just have to take a deep breath and do what you can with the time that you have given. I'm thankful for my friends though and everyone that has been so supportive of my decisions, it's always nice to know someone has your back.

Well...sleep has still yet to come, but maybe I can focus on it a little better now that I've cleared some of my thoughts in this "free writing" blog that I'm making (I'm already learning stuff in English class! score!). So on this fine night, I think I shall retire, because tomorrow at 6 in the morning it is going to be hectic. VERY.

Hope everyone has had a good weekend so far, and that it keeps getting better! Catch ya on the flip side.