Second First Day

Tonight is the night before my "second first day" of college.  With this being still my first year, I feel like I should already be done with all of this, have a degree in something, and be on my merry way at finding a good paying job...but sadly it doesn't go nearly that fast.

I'm thinking about changing my major from Photography to being  a Dietitian, but it seems that the college I'm at right now doesn't offer that and so I'll have to transfer to some other place and try to work on getting my bachelors degree for like 4 years. I think I would like doing that, because cooking is something that I've always loved, and if I could make menu's and create different things to help people, and get payed pretty decent cash while doing what I love...why not? This photography thing just isn't working for me though, like the "brand new" shine factor has wore off of it sooooo much. I'm actually glad that I don't have to go into that class tomorrow, or well Tuesday actually, but I'm going to miss all the people.

That's why I was blogging a little bit tonight. I'm going to miss the people, and I'm going to miss my teachers and getting to see everyone together, because that's never going to happen ever again. I mean, there are some people yes that you can't stand in a classroom, but in most all my classes that I had this past semester in the Fall, there weren't any really annoying people that I wanted to punch in the face. I mean I really genuinely liked everyone, and I hate that it all has to be over, and that tomorrow I'm going to walk into a room of strangers and become an awkward wall flower again. Usually people sit in the same seats that they originally sit in on the first day, "because we're creatures of habit" (for so my math teacher said once). I guess I can agree with that, but how do you really know where the right seats are? I mean people can't always be judged on their appearances, I've already learned that one from English class back in the Summer.

One thing though, that I'll know for sure, is that if people really like you then they will help you. Or if they really don't like you, they won't say much to you at all unless you get in their way. But mainly, you have to hold your own ground, and respect others and treat them the way you want to be treated, because even the roughest looking characters can have the biggest hearts of gold. So, I guess after this little pep talk, not just to you but also to myself, I've come to realize that everything will be alright and that tomorrow no matter what happens, I can always have the good memories and I can always look forward to meeting new and interesting personalities.

So I wish everyone the best, and please wish me luck on the next 16 weeks! I have a feeling that I'll need it for math class :P

Catch you all on the flip side!