My eyes feel like sand paper. I'm exhausted but I wear a smile on my face feeling extremely happy about being able to let someone in to see the real me. You see I go around trying to pretend like everything's okay and like I have everything under control. The truth is that usually I'm okay but there is still a lot of baggage that I'm carrying from all the years of my life time. I've been called a "tough cookie", but also the girl with the big "golden heart". To be a mix of both I believe shows character and courage, and without it you would just be a tough cookie not giving a damn about anyone or anything anymore.
My post is getting mixed up in signals. My mind is getting foggy, but I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you because tonight I have realized that I'm really not alone, and thank you because there are a lot of people trying to help me realize that I don't have to rule the world at only 20. That it's okay to not know where I'm going for the new few years, but to look forward and try to make something of myself as I go and grow into someone and something. Truly I think that people sometimes live their entire lives not knowing exactly what they want to be or where they want to go, but once they reach a certain point in their lives they look back and realize that they've been making a name and history for themselves this entire time and that what they've done and how they've lived hasn't been such a bad life. Experiences make us grow, and no matter how old we are we will never stop learning.
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